In reality it’s sometime hard for you to act usual when you know what is happening or will happen . Its not i am a fortune taller or know everything !
but my rational calculation what may influence me to do something opposite you wanna do .
In my past experience I found out like 75% time my judgement was superficially accurate and less than 5% time i was wrong .
So when you are judging me from distance don’t think i am a fool or don’t understand reality, its maybe something opposite .